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Grooooowwwwl….Grooowwwll…..ahhhh….sounds good! I miss you so much! where have you been!

Today is a happy day for me!

I heard my tummy growling for food for the 1st time after so many many months. I have not heard or felt much of tummy since I got my pregnancy sickness that lasted for many months. Many times…I wonder where my tummy has gone…how can she leave me just like that, we used to enjoy so much good food together…

But today, she is back after her long holiday…ohh…I miss you so much and it doesn’t matter that you did not leave me a note before you went away. I guess you did not intended it as well. You are always welcome back and I hope we can enjoy good food together again just like last time

My appetite is better now, thou food still do not taste as good as before and I get indigestion after a meal. Now, I have faith that I am walking on the path to recovery, until the day I see baby. I cannot stop imagining that I will be back to normal after baby comes out. Then, I can walk, run, jump, climb mountain, squeeze into LRT and do all sorts that I used to be able to do.

Ohhh! That day will come…surely…I just gotta be patience now…then baby can go shopping with mommy till we drop

"The feeling is warm, sweet and pure joy…and I felt tears in my eyes, just so thankful, glad and happy"

That is how I feel nowadays when my hubby talk to baby in my tummy. Sometimes, he will start by saying, "Baby, Baby…you must sayang daddy ar…" - Ha! Ha! Ha!…Daddy a bit kiasu already

And many times, he will snuggle his head near my tummy and kiss, kiss tummy as if he is really cuddlling with a baby that is already born. All I can see from this is the making of a "Daddy", and it comes so naturally. Very, very amazing to me like magic…

You see, my hubby is not really the kind that attract kids or can naturally be affectionate to babies. I have seen innocent kids or toddlers avoiding him many times and he used to tell me that it has always been like that with him. Somehow, kids are a bit afraid of him…there is this aura about him. I once thought, well…probably because he played and sleep with the cat too much when he was young

"I think that phase will be over soon baby, as Daddy is really busy practising to communicate and be as affectionate as possible with you. Even before you are born, Mommy can see that Daddy loves you very much"

"You are such a lucky girl baby…cause you are gonna have a great Daddy that adores you! Mommy knows Daddy for a long time already, and have not really seen Daddy so affectionate to any girl before, not even when he is courting Mommy okay!…Mommy usually have to make the first move to be affectionate first….kekeke"

But, I am not jealous at all, I just feel really great and wonderful that hubby is so affectionate to baby. Now, I feel relaxed and at ease as we walk through this pregnancy journey together, anticipating baby’s arrival when she is full term. Baby is truly a gift from God! God gave us baby so that we can really learn to love deeper, sacrificial love…Agape Love like how Jesus has loved us all these time